Saturday, May 30, 2020

What can I do?

There is so much hate and suffering right now. What can I do?

Matthew 22:36-40 English Standard Version (ESV)

36 “Teacher, which is the great commandment in the Law?” 37 And he said to him, “You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind. 38 This is the great and first commandment. 39 And a second is like it: You shall love your neighbor as yourself. 40 On these two commandments depend all the Law and the Prophets.”
That's what I can do. I can love. That's what I'm commanded to do. It's the most important thing to do. It can be a difficult, especially when I consider...

Matthew 5:43-48 English Standard Version (ESV)

43 “You have heard that it was said, ‘You shall love your neighbor and hate your enemy.’ 44 But I say to you, Love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you,
I can love my enemies.

I can love those that have wronged me.

I can love those who wish to hurt me.

I can love those that have said something hurtful to me.

I can love those who simply frustrate me.

I can love those who do not love.

I can love those who do not deserve it, for I do not deserve it myself.

This is what I can do. I don't know what else to do.


Tuesday, September 15, 2015

Super Mario Maker

I recently a new video game for the Wii U called Super Mario Maker.  It allows me to make Super Mario Brothers levels for other people to play.  In order to share levels with a code is require so I'm creating this post as a place to store codes for my levels.  I will update it as necessary.

A simple start:
1467-0000-0017-68DE

Spiny Cave:
94B1-0000-0026-A7B4

Underwater Cavern:
A59A-0000-0032-BB53

Bowser's Fiery Castle
0FE1-0000-0059-374F

War Fleet:
ACCD-0000-003F-8294

Escape from the Haunted Lair
D60B-0000-0074-1F69

Wiggler Platforms
9459-0000-0062-EE6C

Beneath the Ice
ECEE-0000-009C-2FC3

Thursday, January 8, 2015

It's Cold Ouside

For my first post in a while that isn't just a poem, I'm going to talk about... the weather.  As I write this, it's kind of cold out today.  Temperatures around 10° F is quite cold for South Carolina.  It does not get much colder than that around here.  My only complaint about it is that I want to see snow when it gets this cold.  Of course, typically in this area, when air this cold moves in, it is very dry so no precipitation.  I've always loved living in the upstate of South Carolina with the only downside, as far as I was concerned, being that we do not get enough snow during the winter.  Snow is the one thing that can make me feel like a little kid.  Just seeing a few flakes falling from the sky is enough for me excited.  Of course, as a kid, that excitement was doubled because just the threat of a few flakes was enough to get me out of school for the day.  Despite it typically not getting me out of work these days, snow is something I'm always checking the forecast in winter for.  Snow changes the landscape.  Everything outside that is familiar will, for a little while, look a bit different.  As much as I enjoy hiking, I've never been hiking in woods with snow on the ground.  I would like to do that someday.

Snow is not only weather that fascinates me, although, it is the most fascinating.  I enjoy weather of all types.  I can enjoy a rainy, dreary day just as much as a clear, sunny one.  An afternoon thunderstorm in Summer brings with it it's own bit of excitement, even though, as a young child, I was a bit frightened by them.  I'm fortunate to live in an area where I can see all kinds of weather.  Really, the only weather I don't like is one that stays the same day-after-day.  Well, I guess I should also say, I'd rather not be too close to something that's truly destructive, like a tornado, but that's just because I have a strong enough sense of self-preservation.

After reading all this, it should come as no surprise that as a kid, I wanted to be a meteorologist when I grew up.  As I got into my teen years, I started thinking about other directions and finally decided on going into full time ministry.  I've talked in other posts about why I'm not going in that direction now but I would not give up what I learned in my studies for anything.  Anyway, now that I'm where I'm at, I've decided to go back to school; this time studying the weather.  I'll eventually be going back to school for this.  Now don't expect to see me as some TV weatherman on news or anything like that.  I'm more interested in the data collection side of things and my focus will probably be more in climatology.  I don't know where this path will take me but we shall see.  I would like to study the climate in different parts of the world and perhaps even be able to visit different places to experience the weather.  I would like, just once, to visit the research station at the South Pole. 

As far as the Appalachian Trail goes, I haven't given up on that.  I still hope to find time in this new path to be able to do that but I don't know what is down the road.  What better way to enjoy weather than to spend six months outdoors.  For now, all I can say about the weather is that it's cold today where I live.

Sunday, October 12, 2014

Mythopoeia by J.R.R. Tolkien


Philomythus to Misomythus
You look at trees and label them just so,
(for trees are 'trees', and growing is 'to grow');
you walk the earth and tread with solemn pace
one of the many minor globes of Space:
a star's a star, some matter in a ball
compelled to courses mathematical
amid the regimented, cold, inane,
where destined atoms are each moment slain.

At bidding of a Will, to which we bend
(and must), but only dimly apprehend,
great processes march on, as Time unrolls
from dark beginnings to uncertain goals;
and as on page o'er-written without clue,
with script and limning packed of various hue,
an endless multitude of forms appear,
some grim, some frail, some beautiful, some queer,
each alien, except as kin from one
remote Origo, gnat, man, stone, and sun.
God made the petreous rocks, the arboreal trees,
tellurian earth, and stellar stars, and these
homuncular men, who walk upon the ground
with nerves that tingle touched by light and sound.
The movements of the sea, the wind in boughs,
green grass, the large slow oddity of cows,
thunder and lightning, birds that wheel and cry,
slime crawling up from mud to live and die,
these each are duly registered and print
the brain's contortions with a separate dint.
Yet trees are not 'trees', until so named and seen
and never were so named, tifi those had been
who speech's involuted breath unfurled,
faint echo and dim picture of the world,
but neither record nor a photograph,
being divination, judgement, and a laugh
response of those that felt astir within
by deep monition movements that were kin
to life and death of trees, of beasts, of stars:
free captives undermining shadowy bars,
digging the foreknown from experience
and panning the vein of spirit out of sense.
Great powers they slowly brought out of themselves
and looking backward they beheld the elves
that wrought on cunning forges in the mind,
and light and dark on secret looms entwined.

He sees no stars who does not see them first
of living silver made that sudden burst
to flame like flowers bencath an ancient song,
whose very echo after-music long
has since pursued. There is no firmament,
only a void, unless a jewelled tent
myth-woven and elf-pattemed; and no earth,
unless the mother's womb whence all have birth.
The heart of Man is not compound of lies,
but draws some wisdom from the only Wise,
and still recalls him. Though now long estranged,
Man is not wholly lost nor wholly changed.
Dis-graced he may be, yet is not dethroned,
and keeps the rags of lordship once he owned,
his world-dominion by creative act:
not his to worship the great Artefact,
Man, Sub-creator, the refracted light
through whom is splintered from a single White
to many hues, and endlessly combined
in living shapes that move from mind to mind.
Though all the crannies of the world we filled
with Elves and Goblins, though we dared to build
Gods and their houses out of dark and light,
and sowed the seed of dragons, 'twas our right
(used or misused). The right has not decayed.
We make still by the law in which we're made.


Yes! 'wish-fulfilment dreams' we spin to cheat
our timid hearts and ugly Fact defeat!
Whence came the wish, and whence the power to dream,
or some things fair and others ugly deem?
All wishes are not idle, nor in vain
fulfilment we devise -- for pain is pain,
not for itself to be desired, but ill;
or else to strive or to subdue the will
alike were graceless; and of Evil this
alone is deadly certain: Evil is.

Blessed are the timid hearts that evil hate
that quail in its shadow, and yet shut the gate;
that seek no parley, and in guarded room,
though small and bate, upon a clumsy loom
weave tissues gilded by the far-off day
hoped and believed in under Shadow's sway.

Blessed are the men of Noah's race that build
their little arks, though frail and poorly filled,
and steer through winds contrary towards a wraith,
a rumour of a harbour guessed by faith.

Blessed are the legend-makers with their rhyme
of things not found within recorded time.
It is not they that have forgot the Night,
or bid us flee to organized delight,
in lotus-isles of economic bliss
forswearing souls to gain a Circe-kiss
(and counterfeit at that, machine-produced,
bogus seduction of the twice-seduced).
Such isles they saw afar, and ones more fair,
and those that hear them yet may yet beware.
They have seen Death and ultimate defeat,
and yet they would not in despair retreat,
but oft to victory have tuned the lyre
and kindled hearts with legendary fire,
illuminating Now and dark Hath-been
with light of suns as yet by no man seen.


I would that I might with the minstrels sing
and stir the unseen with a throbbing string.
I would be with the mariners of the deep
that cut their slender planks on mountains steep
and voyage upon a vague and wandering quest,
for some have passed beyond the fabled West.
I would with the beleaguered fools be told,
that keep an inner fastness where their gold,
impure and scanty, yet they loyally bring
to mint in image blurred of distant king,
or in fantastic banners weave the sheen
heraldic emblems of a lord unseen.

I will not walk with your progressive apes,
erect and sapient. Before them gapes
the dark abyss to which their progress tends
if by God's mercy progress ever ends,
and does not ceaselessly revolve the same
unfruitful course with changing of a name.
I will not treat your dusty path and flat,
denoting this and that by this and that,
your world immutable wherein no part
the little maker has with maker's art.
I bow not yet before the Iron Crown,
nor cast my own small golden sceptre down.

In Paradise perchance the eye may stray
from gazing upon everlasting Day
to see the day illumined, and renew
from mirrored truth the likeness of the True.
Then looking on the Blessed Land 'twill see
that all is as it is, and yet made free:
Salvation changes not, nor yet destroys,
garden nor gardener, children nor their toys.
Evil it will not see, for evil lies
not in God's picture but in crooked eyes,
not in the source but in malicious choice,
and not in sound but in the tuneless voice.
In Paradise they look no more awry;
and though they make anew, they make no lie.
Be sure they still will make, not being dead,
and poets shall have flames upon their head,
and harps whereon their faultless fingers fall:
there each shall choose for ever from the All.

Wednesday, January 8, 2014

The Cat and the Convertable, a Year in Review.

Guess what, I didn't really forget about this thing. I thought I would do post on what has happened this past year and why my plans for the Appalachian Trail are on hold for now.

I'll start with my vehicle situation. For a while, I have have had two vehicles, a Ford Explorer and a Jaguar. I've had the Explorer since college and it had been a a very reliable car. Not long after I moved back to South Carolina, I decided to upgrade my vehicle and found a really on a Jaguar. I had never owned anything like that and this happened to be a really good deal so I bought it. Also, it helped that I was living with my parents at the time so I didn't have much in the way of bills. I had been planning on selling the Explorer soon after I got the Jaguar but I wound up paying off the Jaguar fairly quickly so by the time I moved out, I had two cars with no car payments. When I started considering thru-hiking the Appalachian Trail, I thought about selling one car so I would have the necessary funds.

However, I started learning that the true price of a luxury car is the price of repairs. Both cars were starting to show signs that soon, they would be need expensive repairs, particularly the Jaguar. I decided, then, it was time for a change in vehicles. What kind should I get though? What I would really want is 4WD Jeep Wrangler with a removable top and automatic transmissions, but it's not easy to find one that is affordable and low mileage. So it came down to deciding between one of two things I would like to have: a four-wheel drive vehicle or a convertible. I decided I would like to own a convertible at least once in my life. While talking to the dealer that I bought my last two cars from, he mentioned he would be getting a hard top convertible at an affordable price and now I have my new car. While it was a decent price, I still had to take out a small loan and now have car payments. This means until it's paid off, I cannot go six months without working; therefore, a long thru-hike is out for the moment.

Since I now knew it would be a few years before I could even think about my thru-hike, I began thinking about adding a pet. I have been living by myself for a few years now and thought that a companion would be a good idea. I talked in a previous post about how I grew with dogs. A dog would be difficult to keep couped up in a small apartment, especially when I sometimes work long days. I have never had one before because of my sister's severe allergies. I figured have be a new experience. I hadn't really starting looking much when I told my parents I was considering getting one. It wasn't much that my mom said a coworker was wanting to give one away. The cat was an adult female and was already fixed and came with a litter box and food dishes and, best of all, was free. One of her previous owners had named her Rogue. I don't know if that was based off the comic book character or what but I didn't think it was a bad name and couldn't think of anything better so I went. Rogue has turned out to be a rather affectionate cat rather easy to care for which makes her perfect for someone like me. Of course, unlike many dogs, you can't really hike with a cat. If I go for a long backpacking trip, I would have to find someone to temporarily care for her during that time, since, now that I have her, I don't intend to give her up.

Finally, I received some unexpected news late in the summer. My landlady was going to sell her house, and my apartment happened to be a part of that house. My apartment was one of a few attached to the house. She was originally going to try an sell it with us still there and it would be up to the new owner to decide if they would continue our lease. However, she decided she was going to renovate everything before she sold which meant I was have to find a new place. Finding a new place in a location not too far from home that is decent and that I can afford. Also, now I have a cat so they have to accept pets. I probably would not have gotten the cat if I knew this was coming but like I said before, now that I had her, was not giving her up. I finally found a place and I suppose I'll be there for the next year since that's what my lease is for.

Going forward now it will be a while before I can do a thru-hike. Pretty much, it's hard to do much more than a weekend for now. While this is something I still want to do, it does mean it might be a few years. I do need to move forward in other areas of life so I'm now strongly considering going back to school. My current leaning is to study atmospheric science at the University of North Carolina in Asheville. Of course, I do not know the path God has laid out for me but I hope there is a place in there for me to do not only a thru-hike of the Appalachian Trial, but also the Pacific Crest Trail and maybe even the Continental Divide Trail. We shall see.

Thursday, February 7, 2013

Stopping by Woods on a Snowy Evening

Stopping by Woods on a Snowy Evening

Whose woods these are I think I know.   
His house is in the village though;   
He will not see me stopping here   
To watch his woods fill up with snow.   

My little horse must think it queer   
To stop without a farmhouse near   
Between the woods and frozen lake   
The darkest evening of the year.   

He gives his harness bells a shake   
To ask if there is some mistake.   
The only other sound’s the sweep   
Of easy wind and downy flake.   

The woods are lovely, dark and deep.   
But I have promises to keep,   
And miles to go before I sleep,   
And miles to go before I sleep.

Wednesday, December 5, 2012

Christmas time is here

Happiness and cheer
Fun for all the children call
their favorite time of year.

Sorry, I get that song stuck in my head.  Anyway, I haven't posted anything in a while, so I might as well update it now.  I knew when I started this thing, there would be long periods of time with no updates because I couldn't think of anything to talk about and my general forgetfulness.  Anyway, it's Christmas time and I should probably get started on my Christmas shopping.  It goes without saying that this is a unique time of year.  Some love this time of year, while others.. not so much.  I am of the former group.  Despite some of the stress involved with it and my hatred of shopping amongst heavy crowds, there is a certain emotional attachment to this time of year that I enjoy.  Part of that is that I still carry over some of that excitement from being a kid (as I'm sure many do).  The other part is that I remember what it is we truly should be celebrating. 

I discussed last year about why family is a part of that for me and for some, this is a negative part of Christmas.  I'm not a psychologist nor have I done any research on this topic.  However, I do think loneliness is another part of what many do not like about this time of year.  There is something about this time of year that seems to increase depression and loneliness in some people.  I say this (and I'm preaching to myself as well) so that we might remember that this can be a difficult time of year for a lot of people.  It's so easy to get caught up in our own everyday lives that we do not see the difficulties of others.  The flip side of this is, of course, to remember that Christmas time isn't the only time to show compassion.  As a Christian, I know the Bible is very clear on the matter of compassion. 

Anyway, that is my rambling on Christmas.  The other thing about this time of year is that the end of the year is approaching.  I'll try to but up another post later on this subject but 2012 hasn't been fruitful as I would've hoped.  As I am not privy to the future, I do not know what next year will bring and I do not know what God's will for the future will bring.  There are some things I feel I need to do and some changes likely coming next year, one way or another.  However, I'll try and talk about this more at a later time including the subject I orginally started this blog to talk about: the Appalachian Trail.

For now here is that song that got in my head.



P.S. What are the chances I actually post again before the end of the year?

Sunday, September 9, 2012

A New Post or Something...

It's been a while since I've last paid attention to me blog so I thought I'd look at.  Even though this blog doesn't have a lot of posts, it's still interesting for me to look back every-so-often at what I have posted.  I don't really have to much to say right now but I thought I add a new entry since it's been so long.  I love this time of year (although I hated it as a kid for obvious reasons).  The temperature has dropped a bit and it feels great outside.  Football has started up and baseball is working its way toward the playoffs. 

However, not all is well.  My current job is growing more and more frustrating.  While I've mostly been very neutral about this job, added stress without added compensation is moving the job into and active dislike.  I find myself beginning to dread going in on many days.  I know there is an eventual end to it coming, it seems far away.  I'm hoping things change so I can make it to the end of this, but I can be patient.  It won't be too much longer.  Anyway, when I get a free chance, I need to drive down to Springer Mountain just to see it.  Hopefully, soon...

Thursday, June 7, 2012

It's Time to Get Back at it

I haven't posted about backpacking in a while (or really anything in the last couple of months), but it seems more and more that I need to get back to my goal.  My original plan was to thru-hike the Appalachian Trail this year but my backpacking trip on the Foothills trail last fall made me think that I needed some more experience.  For a month or so after my trip, I didn't really think much about it at all or even go hiking, having been temporarily satisfied.  This, however, would not last.  Thanks, in part, to an unusually mild winter, by January, the desire to be out in the woods returned to me.  As Spring got here, my plan now was to take more backpacking trips on the occasional long weekend that my job would allow me.  However, these did not come as frequently as before,  Eventually, I was moved to a new position that once again gave me every weekend off but no longer could I get long weekends.  Since time off is hard to get, this means that I will have to plan shorter trips but a backpacking trip that last several days will be difficult. 

Also during the past few months, I have been continuing to search for a job as a park ranger; however, my efforts here have been fruitless.  Is it that this particular career is not in God's will for me or just not at this time?  The answer to this I do not know right now but if the former is the case, then I will go in a new direction.  I do know this, if I found a job as a ranger right now, it would likely derail my plans for thru-hiking the AT since I would be at a job then that I wouldn't want to leave for six months.  Of course, returning to school is always an option as there are several other areas that interest me, most notably is meteorology.

For now though, if nothing changes, I'm back to planning for the trail which I thought would be this year; now it's 2013.  The challenges ahead are ones that will test my will and my faith.  I took a small step with my first backpacking trip last November, but there is much larger ones to take.  The physical aspect is only one small part of the test of a long distance hike.  My understanding is the harder part is the monotony of doing the same thing day after day and trying to not tired of the freeze-dried food for several days in a row between towns.  This will also give me time to reflect on many things and hopefully time to focus more effort to listening to God.  Although, being alone will probably not be a problem during much of this considering the time I plan to do this trip.  There will be many others attempting the same task as me for many different reasons.  Most, like me, will start in early spring in Georgia, but statistics show that less than a quarter will make it to Maine.  God willing, I will be in that percentage that does.  The journey began long before I ever step foot on the trail in preparing myself physically and mentally for what I will encounter.  The challenges ahead will be difficult not only for me but for my family as well who tend to worry.  Regardless of what happens, I'm ready for something new.  I've waited long enough; it's time work toward my goals regardless of what challenges lie ahead.

Saturday, March 17, 2012

"Let's Go!"

I've mentioned before about living near some woods and how I enjoyed walking through these woods.  I also lived within walking distance of my grandparents in one direction and my aunt and uncle in another.  We moved to this house when I was either 8 or 9 years old.  By the time we moved in, we had a dog, an Eskimo Spitz, named Foxy.  We got her while we were living in another house but she was living with my grandparents while we were living in an apartment while the house was being built.  Foxy remained outside and unpinned most of the time.  She was smart enough to know where she should and shouldn't go.  Particularly, she knew to stay away from the dangerous road.  She was also very protective, of me especially.   This would be a problem when she would remind visitors of this with a quick bite to the ankles.  However, she never would never seriously hurt anyone and I could always could count on her to go with me where ever I roamed.

Not long after we moved, my sister decided to get a new puppy.  It was a mix of German Shepard and Collie named Franky.  Foxy, having had puppies herself before, pretty much adopted Franky as her own.  He grew into a rather large but extremely laid back dog.  While he was not as protective as Foxy, he would also follow me where ever I went.  Eventually, I trained them to know when I'm walking somewhere and to follow me by saying, "Foxy, Franky, let's go!"  They would then immediately get up and start going in whatever direction it looked like I was going in.  Foxy would typically stay close to my side while Franky would go a little bit ahead of me.  Whether I was going to my grandparents, my aunt and uncle's, or the wondering through the woods, they were going to be there with me.  I never had that many friends but those two I knew I could count on to always be there.   The trick could be to get them not to follow me when I didn't want them but at least they knew enough not to follow me to the increasingly busy, Woodruff Road.

Of course, the lifespan of dogs is not very much when compared to our own.  Foxy was a very old dog by the time she died during my senior year of high school.  Franky took it the hardest and disappeared for few days before finally being discovered in an animal shelter.  My sister bought my mom a new dog we call Blue due to his one blue eye.  We thought he was a Sheltie.  I say "we thought" because he wound up growing into a full-sized collie.  While he was very intelligent, he never learned where he shouldn't wander to so he had to be kept pinned up.  This was very apparent when the church next door decided to keep their doors open for one Sunday morning service and he walked right in.  Still, he would follow me whenever I walked anywhere much like Franky and he would stay near as long as me or someone else was outside.

Unfortunately, the woods were disappearing more and more as time passed.  The two churches nearby where growing and needed the room.  While the churches growing like they were was no bad thing, I did miss my woods.  Also, age had finally caught up to Franky and he too died.  My family eventually moved away from that house when the church needed our land to grow more.  Blue seemed to not mind the new setting and had grown into an extremely obedient dog, always eager to please.  I had never even seen him angry except for one time when another finally annoyed him to the point of snapping at the other dog.  No one could blame Blue for that one either.

I share the story of the dogs I grew up with because Blue recently had to be put to sleep because of extensive health problems.  These dogs have been a part of my life for as long as I can remember even though I haven't lived at home in a while.  I currently live in an apartment where owning a dog would be difficult.  Perhaps I will do something different and get a cat as my next pet.  I never could have a cat growing up because of my sister's allergies. Anyway, regardless of the future, these three dogs I talked about here were an important part of my childhood and my growing up.  Their companionship was invaluable.  The memories they provided will be with me the rest of my life.  I can only hope if I have children, they can have friends as good as they were.

Sunday, February 5, 2012

Sports

Most of the people who view this blog have come here through Facebook and one thing I'm sure that most of Facebook friends (and the few followers I have on twitter) have noticed is that I talk about sports a lot.  I have many interests but sports is one of the easiest for me to talk about.  I'll talk about the various sports I follow and a little bit about my history with them.  I had been thinking lately about why I follow the teams that I do and I figured that today would be as good of a day as any to write this.  Of course, today is the day of the biggest annual sporting event there is so it seems appropriate.  I am going to work backwards in order of how much focus I give each sport.  Sports not mentioned here are sports I don't follow closely enough or simply have no interest in.

Basketball

Basketball is a sport that I cared very little for when I was a kid.  I never had much interest in playing it in any organized fashion.  To this day I still have very little interest in the NBA.  However, I have started following college basketball.  The NCAA tournament is one of the best postseason events that there is and I've enjoyed even when I didn't care anything else about the sport.  I suppose one reason for my lack of interest of watching basketball is that I am a Clemson fan and Clemson, as you may know, has had a horrible history in the sport.  I suppose I started watching the sport more some time after Oliver Purnell became head coach of Clemson.  I'm not entirely sure why but perhaps it was the new play style or maybe a slight change in the culture surrounding basketball in Clemson.  Basketball is still not a sport I follow as closely as others and certainly am no expert on it, but I do at least watch now when Clemson is on TV and when it is tournament time.  I would follow my alma mater, North Greenville, more, but it's really hard to follow division II basketball.

Hockey

I live in the south where, until recently, I think the only thing people knew about hockey is that it's played on ice. Obviously, this is not a sport I grew up with.  I started paying a little bit of attention to the sport in 2002 when the Carolina Hurricanes made it to and lost the Stanley Cup Finals.  My interest was fleeting but at least I had a team to follow.  I started to pay attention again at the beginning of the '05-'06 season.  This was also the first good team the Hurricanes had since last making the finals.  Part of the reason I started paying attention again is that I was about to move to Raleigh where the team is located.  I lived in Raleigh and the Canes continued to surprise everyone with how well they were playing.  As the end of the season drew near, my personal life took a turn when my wife left me, leaving me alone in Raleigh away from my friends and family.  I chose not to move home until I had finished the semester at seminary but I desperately needed a distraction and the Hurricanes' fantastic run through the playoffs provided just that.  They would win the Stanley Cup that year and it was fun being in a city with pro team to win a major championship.  I learned to appreciate the sport of hockey during this run.  Also, I learned that playoff overtime in hockey is one of the most intense things in sports.  I know hockey is not the easiest game to watch on tv but I would suggest to anyone with any interest in sports to check out a game in person.

Football

This is the sport I have the most experience playing.  I was always on the line and prefer that to any "skill" positions.  Football is by far this country's most popular sports.  When it comes to sports in this country, NFL is king.  However, here in the south, college football rules.  I enjoy both.  I'll start with the pros.

NFL: As a kid, I don't have much memory of watching the NFL much except for the watching Super Bowl and going an Atlanta Falcons game one time.  This changed in 1995 when the Carolina Panthers started playing.  When I was fourteen, everything about the new team seemed cool to me with the colors, the logo, and the uniforms.  Also, the team played their first season in Death Valley in Clemson.  I regret never having made it to a game when they played there before they moved to Charlotte.  It also helped that they were one game away from the Super Bowl in only their second year of existence.  They later made it to the Super Bowl and even though they lost, that was a very fun year.  Another thing with the Panthers is that my mom occasionally gets free tickets to their games.  I've learned enough about Charlotte that I have a much easier time getting to and leaving the stadium than I do other teams around here.

College: Since there are different levels of college football, there are different teams I follow.  Division II is easy: the school I went to and the team I played for myself, North Greenville.  At the division I-AA (now FCS) level I pull for the Furman Paladins.  I consider them to be pretty much the home town team for Greenville and everyone in my family has always pulled for them so I do to.  Division I is, of course, the Clemson Tigers.  I have lived all my life around the Clemson/S. Carolina rivalry.  My family was odd in they never did choose one over the other when I was growing.up.  However, when I was young, my family happened to vacation at the same week and place as Clemson head coach Danny Ford for several years.  Although my memories are vague, he taught me how to swim.  This leaned me toward Clemson and I became more and more of a Clemson fan as a got older.  My one difference is that unlike most Clemson fans, I do not hate South Carolina.  The rivalry is fun and I certainly want Clemson to win every year but I don't pull for SC to lose when they're not playing Clemson.  I have one final word about college football.  As great as the sport is, division I is ruined by what is the worst post season in all of sports.  I'll save my rant on that for another time.

Baseball

Finally, we get to baseball. While baseball has been eclipsed by football as the country's most popular sport, it is the sport with the most history. It is also the sport I have the most history with.  On Summer nights as a kid, I could usually be sure that one television somewhere was turned to a Braves game.  Both my dad and maternal grandfather were huge Braves fans.  Everyone in my family was.  It should come as no surprise to anyone that I became one, too. Before I pulled for any other team discussed here, I pulled for the Braves.  For the longest time, the Braves were awful with Dale Murphy being the lone bright spot for them.  Then 1991 came and everything changed when the Braves made the World Series.  With the Braves now a good team, baseball became even more fun to watch.  Even now, I'm still always learning more about this sport.  I look forward to the start of baseball season more than any other season, especially when the weather begins to warms.

As I finish writing this, the Super Bowl has just ended.  This is the worst time as far as sports are concerned.  Even though I enjoy college basketball and ice hockey, baseball and football are the two sports I look enjoy the most. When the Super Bowl ends, I'm ready for baseball to begin.  I'm finally done now.  In hindsight, I should have split this up into several posts.  I didn't realize it would be so long, but I enjoyed explaining my relationship with different sports.  I'll have other posts about sports in the future including something about expressing faith in sports and why I hate the BCS so much but until then, it's time to rest.

Thursday, January 26, 2012

By Popular Demand

I have received complaints about my recent lack of updates on my blog so here is a new post. I really don't have anything interesting to say right now and typing on my phone gets annoying. At least a certain bored individual will have something to read at work however short it is. Anyway, I do have a real update planned for sometime in the next week and a half but that's it for now. This thing isn't dead yet.

Sunday, December 25, 2011

Christmas Morning

I'm sitting here at work this Christmas morning. It is nice a quiet morning working security on Christmas day. As a kid, like many others, I woke up early on Christmas mornings but it was much more fun when you're not waking up early to be at work. This is obviously not where I'd like to be but it's certainly better than not having a job. Also, my unfortunate work schedule doesn't interfere with any family plans.

I have already gathered with both sides of my family and will be gathering with my closest family after I get off. I am fortunate to be blessed with family I have. They are a very goofy bunch. If nothing else, I always come away entertained. My best friend suggested that one of us needs to write down all the funny stories that come out holiday gatherings.

On a more somber note: this was the first Christmas without my grandfather. None were really surprised when he died a few days after last Christmas. Truly though, we were blessed to have as many Christmases with him as we did since for several years, many believed it would be the last Christmas.

I hear many people that do not look forward to spending time with the family this time of year. I know some with some unimaginably difficult family circumstances. Sometimes, your family can get on your last nerves but remember to appreciate the family you have. There are those who don't even have a a family to annoy them. Also, don't ever forget why we gather with our families this time of year. On a starry night around 2,000 years ago, a very unusual birth occurred. The One who should be most glorified became man in the most humbling of circumstances. Keep in mind what is most important.

Merry Christmas!
Ricky

P.S. I typed this on my phone since my computer at work doesn't like blogspot so I'm sure the typos are plenty.

P.P.S. There is one other important thing about this time of year... It's almost time for homemade ice cream!!!

Monday, November 21, 2011

Things I've learned

- I should probably work my way up to my ambitions

- Just because a sleeping bag is long enough doesn't mean it's wide enough.

- Never trust dehydrated food.

- I really could use some lembas bread for my next trip.

- A 1 liter container is not enough for water.

- Rivers are beautiful things... even more-so when you're dehydrated and out of water.

- A good hiking stick or trekking poles are invaluable.  Many falls were prevented thanks to my hiking stick.

- It doesn't take long to get sick of tuna.

- Coming across a camp site with actual toilets after two day in the woods is exciting. (You probably didn't care to hear that)

- Trail magic is not exclusive to the Appalachian Trail. (Thanks Brian!)

- I've undervalued the feeling of being clean my whole life until now.

I might add some more later if I come up with any.

Thursday, November 17, 2011

Getting Ready for The Foothills Trail

This Saturday, I plan on going on backpacking trip on a portion of the Foothills Trail.  This will be the first time I've done something like this.  Unfortunately, I have been unable to find anyone to do this with me so I will doing this by myself and, understandably, I am a bit nervous.  However, I need to start sometime somehow, so I might as well dive headfirst. 

Since I'm starting from scratch, I've had buy all new gear.  This has been both really frustrating yet oddly addicting.  It's been very annoying searching everywhere for decent gear that I can actually afford.  Backpacking gear is expensive!  I have looked at various online retailers and I think I've visited nearly every nearby outdoor recreation store from Traveler's Rest to Commerce, GA.  As frustrating as this is, I can't help myself but looking at reviews and specifications of the different pieces of gear I've considered.  I have almost everything but with only a couple days remaining, I'm still lacking a few key items.  One of these things I don't have yet is perhaps the most important thing of all.... my pack!  I think I've settled on one but I haven't bought it yet.  It seems to be the best combination of durability, weight, and price.  One thing I've learned while getting gear: weight is everything.  I've tried to be as lightweight as possible without going broke.  I certainly won't be doing what is called ultralight.  I'm simply not skilled enough, or have enough income, for that.  Regardless, it's coming together.

Anyway, the time to leave is almost here.  If nothing else, it will be nice to have a week off from work.  I would ask anyone that is reading this to pray for my safety and that I figure out what I'm doing.  Hopefully, I should have plenty of supplies and I'll be able to keep myself warm on those cold mornings and evenings.  It will be an interesting experience and I hope to learn much from it.  Maybe somehow the Lord will use my seclusion in nature to help me grow.  Let's see what happens.

Friday, November 11, 2011

How I got here

We'll start with a bit a history. The first and most important thing that anyone who might be reading this and doesn't know me is that I am a Christian.  I came to know Christ at a rather early age.  I later went to college thinking I was going into the full time ministry.  After I finally graduated college (it took me a little longer than expected), I got married to the girl I had dated since high school and, really, the only girl I had ever dated.  I also left to start seminary.  Though, things weren't always easy, everything seemed to be going according to plan and I was content.  Of course, this was all my plan, and God's plans always trump our own.

Everything was derailed when my wife suddenly leaves.  I was now by myself away from any friends or family at seminary.  I decided to finish out the semester but I had absolutely no desire to stay there any longer so I moved back home.  I found a job doing security which I have plenty of experience in.  After a while, I became indecisive.  I couldn't decide whether it was God's will to return to ministry despite a lack of passion for full-time ministry or go into another field that does interest me now and do God's will from there.

During all of this, a new desire was growing in me.  I had always loved the woods near near my house growing up, but now wanted to be out in nature more and more.  I started driving up to the mountains whenever I had the chance.  Despite my poor physique, I would go hiking occasionally.  I've channeled this into trying to get a career as a park ranger but so far, that hasn't worked.  What I really needed was an adventure or a journey of some sorts I could take.  I didn't know what I could do since security does not pay well at all.  Then one day, my best friend mentioned something to me that some of his other friends were talking about: hiking the entire Appalachian Trail.  It seemed interesting but I didn't know if it was something practical.  I began researching it, and researching even more.  I wanted to know everything I could about this idea.  I realized that this was actually doable!

Over the next couple of years, I would plan for this.  I have no family that I'm responsible for, I have no financial obligations, and I'm at a job that I don't really mind leaving.  The planning did come to a slight halt for a couple months when I entered a new relationship but that was short-lived.  There was only one thing that truly scared me about starting.  My grandfathers health was failing and did not want to me unreachable in the woods somewhere should something happen.  Then, last year a few days after Christmas, the day before my birthday, he died.  I knew he was far better off than any of us now.  I was mostly worried about my now alone grandmother, and I still do.

However, now I've decided that 2012 is the year I will take this adventure unless I was to find some new job that I would want to make a career of, but I haven't.  I haven't quite figure everything out.  There are still some logistical things I need to figure out like how to get home from Mount Katahdin (the northern end of the trail) once I get there.  I have decided, though, that I will depart from Springer Mountain in March.  The main problem I've read is that it usually is crowded that of year but I'll deal with that.  I'll be chronicling my adventure and my preparation for it here so keep reading if you're interested.  Of course, there are other things I'm interested in so I my post about those now and then.  I just hope you can be patient with me and the fact that I'm not very good with proofreading.  Until next time...

Wednesday, November 9, 2011

What do you think about my thoughts?

Originally posted on September 24, 2009 on Facebook

These are some thoughts that enter my head from time to time. They usually don't stay there for long so I thought I would post them and see what people might have to say about them. Know that I'm doing this at work while I'm on my iPhone so expect plenty of typos. (I find it funny how it automatically capitalize the "P" in iPhone for you). Anyway, I got to thinking about how our society in general thinks about God. Most in our society would have no problem with the concept of a higher being; in fact, many people would say that they believe in a god. The problem is what to do with this belief in God. While society has no problem with the belief in God, it expects that belief is kept to one part of our life and not spread to any other parts. Compartmentalization is an important thing to our society. Christianity, which is easily the largest religion in this country, has largely adopted this idea.
So what does this really mean for Christians? Is the idea that a relationship with God be kept to Sunday mornings and perhaps a daily devotional really what He would expect from us? If we are to believe in God and claim to have a relationship with through His Son, should not this permeate every aspect of our lives, even that which seems to be insignificant? What does the Bible have to say about this? If there is an intelligent creator to this universe, then is not this Creator bigger and more important than the universe itself? I would say that God is not meant to be limited to certain section of our lives, but He wants us to make our relationship with Him to be what our lives are all about. So why do Christians today want to try to keep God compartmentalized? I suppose it's easier and requires less effort and risk for Christians. Perhaps, this is what reduces Christianity to a religion that we practice on occasion instead of what God truly meant for us.
If what I've said is true, what are the implications of it? Tell me what you guys think. Am I making sense, or am I off base? Is there anything you would like to add? Is there anything here you might not be true? These are just some thoughts that came to me this morning and I wanted to write them down somewhere. I'm curious to see what others think so go ahead and comment, criticize, or just make fun of my grammar if you want.

I don't know

Originally posted on August 27, 2008 on MySpace

 I don't really know what to put here but I feel like writing so I'm just going to keep typing to see how much space I can take up.  It's like college all over again.  Of course, I don't have to worry about grammar and how many millimeters of spacing in between each line.  Of course, just like college I've run out of things to say so I'll end it here.

Exploring

Originally posted on June 21, 2008 on MySpace



Explorers are we, intrepid and bold.
Out in the wild amongst wonders untold.
Equipped with our wits, a map, and a snack,
We're searching for fun, and we're on the right track!
-Bill Watterson

I remember this poem from reading a Calvin and Hobbes book as a kid and it has stuck with me ever since.  I don't know why but perhaps because I always love to explore places (such as the woods near my house).  I guess I still do to an extent today.  Anytime I go a place I've never been before I have an urge to wonder around until I know that place well.  It's been a while since I've had a forest that I could spend time learning my way around.  Where then should I explore?  I guess I'll keep looking for new places.

Let us begin.

Thank you for reading this blog.  I'm still experimenting with a few things on here.  I'm sure the design will change a few time before I finally settle on something.  My first few posts will be re-posts of things I've written on MySpace and Facebook.  After that, I will start adding real content and hopefully something that somebody might find interesting.  Anyway, let's see how this works.