Saturday, May 30, 2020

What can I do?

There is so much hate and suffering right now. What can I do?

Matthew 22:36-40 English Standard Version (ESV)

36 “Teacher, which is the great commandment in the Law?” 37 And he said to him, “You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind. 38 This is the great and first commandment. 39 And a second is like it: You shall love your neighbor as yourself. 40 On these two commandments depend all the Law and the Prophets.”
That's what I can do. I can love. That's what I'm commanded to do. It's the most important thing to do. It can be a difficult, especially when I consider...

Matthew 5:43-48 English Standard Version (ESV)

43 “You have heard that it was said, ‘You shall love your neighbor and hate your enemy.’ 44 But I say to you, Love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you,
I can love my enemies.

I can love those that have wronged me.

I can love those who wish to hurt me.

I can love those that have said something hurtful to me.

I can love those who simply frustrate me.

I can love those who do not love.

I can love those who do not deserve it, for I do not deserve it myself.

This is what I can do. I don't know what else to do.


Tuesday, September 15, 2015

Super Mario Maker

I recently a new video game for the Wii U called Super Mario Maker.  It allows me to make Super Mario Brothers levels for other people to play.  In order to share levels with a code is require so I'm creating this post as a place to store codes for my levels.  I will update it as necessary.

A simple start:
1467-0000-0017-68DE

Spiny Cave:
94B1-0000-0026-A7B4

Underwater Cavern:
A59A-0000-0032-BB53

Bowser's Fiery Castle
0FE1-0000-0059-374F

War Fleet:
ACCD-0000-003F-8294

Escape from the Haunted Lair
D60B-0000-0074-1F69

Wiggler Platforms
9459-0000-0062-EE6C

Beneath the Ice
ECEE-0000-009C-2FC3

Thursday, January 8, 2015

It's Cold Ouside

For my first post in a while that isn't just a poem, I'm going to talk about... the weather.  As I write this, it's kind of cold out today.  Temperatures around 10° F is quite cold for South Carolina.  It does not get much colder than that around here.  My only complaint about it is that I want to see snow when it gets this cold.  Of course, typically in this area, when air this cold moves in, it is very dry so no precipitation.  I've always loved living in the upstate of South Carolina with the only downside, as far as I was concerned, being that we do not get enough snow during the winter.  Snow is the one thing that can make me feel like a little kid.  Just seeing a few flakes falling from the sky is enough for me excited.  Of course, as a kid, that excitement was doubled because just the threat of a few flakes was enough to get me out of school for the day.  Despite it typically not getting me out of work these days, snow is something I'm always checking the forecast in winter for.  Snow changes the landscape.  Everything outside that is familiar will, for a little while, look a bit different.  As much as I enjoy hiking, I've never been hiking in woods with snow on the ground.  I would like to do that someday.

Snow is not only weather that fascinates me, although, it is the most fascinating.  I enjoy weather of all types.  I can enjoy a rainy, dreary day just as much as a clear, sunny one.  An afternoon thunderstorm in Summer brings with it it's own bit of excitement, even though, as a young child, I was a bit frightened by them.  I'm fortunate to live in an area where I can see all kinds of weather.  Really, the only weather I don't like is one that stays the same day-after-day.  Well, I guess I should also say, I'd rather not be too close to something that's truly destructive, like a tornado, but that's just because I have a strong enough sense of self-preservation.

After reading all this, it should come as no surprise that as a kid, I wanted to be a meteorologist when I grew up.  As I got into my teen years, I started thinking about other directions and finally decided on going into full time ministry.  I've talked in other posts about why I'm not going in that direction now but I would not give up what I learned in my studies for anything.  Anyway, now that I'm where I'm at, I've decided to go back to school; this time studying the weather.  I'll eventually be going back to school for this.  Now don't expect to see me as some TV weatherman on news or anything like that.  I'm more interested in the data collection side of things and my focus will probably be more in climatology.  I don't know where this path will take me but we shall see.  I would like to study the climate in different parts of the world and perhaps even be able to visit different places to experience the weather.  I would like, just once, to visit the research station at the South Pole. 

As far as the Appalachian Trail goes, I haven't given up on that.  I still hope to find time in this new path to be able to do that but I don't know what is down the road.  What better way to enjoy weather than to spend six months outdoors.  For now, all I can say about the weather is that it's cold today where I live.

Sunday, October 12, 2014

Mythopoeia by J.R.R. Tolkien


Philomythus to Misomythus
You look at trees and label them just so,
(for trees are 'trees', and growing is 'to grow');
you walk the earth and tread with solemn pace
one of the many minor globes of Space:
a star's a star, some matter in a ball
compelled to courses mathematical
amid the regimented, cold, inane,
where destined atoms are each moment slain.

At bidding of a Will, to which we bend
(and must), but only dimly apprehend,
great processes march on, as Time unrolls
from dark beginnings to uncertain goals;
and as on page o'er-written without clue,
with script and limning packed of various hue,
an endless multitude of forms appear,
some grim, some frail, some beautiful, some queer,
each alien, except as kin from one
remote Origo, gnat, man, stone, and sun.
God made the petreous rocks, the arboreal trees,
tellurian earth, and stellar stars, and these
homuncular men, who walk upon the ground
with nerves that tingle touched by light and sound.
The movements of the sea, the wind in boughs,
green grass, the large slow oddity of cows,
thunder and lightning, birds that wheel and cry,
slime crawling up from mud to live and die,
these each are duly registered and print
the brain's contortions with a separate dint.
Yet trees are not 'trees', until so named and seen
and never were so named, tifi those had been
who speech's involuted breath unfurled,
faint echo and dim picture of the world,
but neither record nor a photograph,
being divination, judgement, and a laugh
response of those that felt astir within
by deep monition movements that were kin
to life and death of trees, of beasts, of stars:
free captives undermining shadowy bars,
digging the foreknown from experience
and panning the vein of spirit out of sense.
Great powers they slowly brought out of themselves
and looking backward they beheld the elves
that wrought on cunning forges in the mind,
and light and dark on secret looms entwined.

He sees no stars who does not see them first
of living silver made that sudden burst
to flame like flowers bencath an ancient song,
whose very echo after-music long
has since pursued. There is no firmament,
only a void, unless a jewelled tent
myth-woven and elf-pattemed; and no earth,
unless the mother's womb whence all have birth.
The heart of Man is not compound of lies,
but draws some wisdom from the only Wise,
and still recalls him. Though now long estranged,
Man is not wholly lost nor wholly changed.
Dis-graced he may be, yet is not dethroned,
and keeps the rags of lordship once he owned,
his world-dominion by creative act:
not his to worship the great Artefact,
Man, Sub-creator, the refracted light
through whom is splintered from a single White
to many hues, and endlessly combined
in living shapes that move from mind to mind.
Though all the crannies of the world we filled
with Elves and Goblins, though we dared to build
Gods and their houses out of dark and light,
and sowed the seed of dragons, 'twas our right
(used or misused). The right has not decayed.
We make still by the law in which we're made.


Yes! 'wish-fulfilment dreams' we spin to cheat
our timid hearts and ugly Fact defeat!
Whence came the wish, and whence the power to dream,
or some things fair and others ugly deem?
All wishes are not idle, nor in vain
fulfilment we devise -- for pain is pain,
not for itself to be desired, but ill;
or else to strive or to subdue the will
alike were graceless; and of Evil this
alone is deadly certain: Evil is.

Blessed are the timid hearts that evil hate
that quail in its shadow, and yet shut the gate;
that seek no parley, and in guarded room,
though small and bate, upon a clumsy loom
weave tissues gilded by the far-off day
hoped and believed in under Shadow's sway.

Blessed are the men of Noah's race that build
their little arks, though frail and poorly filled,
and steer through winds contrary towards a wraith,
a rumour of a harbour guessed by faith.

Blessed are the legend-makers with their rhyme
of things not found within recorded time.
It is not they that have forgot the Night,
or bid us flee to organized delight,
in lotus-isles of economic bliss
forswearing souls to gain a Circe-kiss
(and counterfeit at that, machine-produced,
bogus seduction of the twice-seduced).
Such isles they saw afar, and ones more fair,
and those that hear them yet may yet beware.
They have seen Death and ultimate defeat,
and yet they would not in despair retreat,
but oft to victory have tuned the lyre
and kindled hearts with legendary fire,
illuminating Now and dark Hath-been
with light of suns as yet by no man seen.


I would that I might with the minstrels sing
and stir the unseen with a throbbing string.
I would be with the mariners of the deep
that cut their slender planks on mountains steep
and voyage upon a vague and wandering quest,
for some have passed beyond the fabled West.
I would with the beleaguered fools be told,
that keep an inner fastness where their gold,
impure and scanty, yet they loyally bring
to mint in image blurred of distant king,
or in fantastic banners weave the sheen
heraldic emblems of a lord unseen.

I will not walk with your progressive apes,
erect and sapient. Before them gapes
the dark abyss to which their progress tends
if by God's mercy progress ever ends,
and does not ceaselessly revolve the same
unfruitful course with changing of a name.
I will not treat your dusty path and flat,
denoting this and that by this and that,
your world immutable wherein no part
the little maker has with maker's art.
I bow not yet before the Iron Crown,
nor cast my own small golden sceptre down.

In Paradise perchance the eye may stray
from gazing upon everlasting Day
to see the day illumined, and renew
from mirrored truth the likeness of the True.
Then looking on the Blessed Land 'twill see
that all is as it is, and yet made free:
Salvation changes not, nor yet destroys,
garden nor gardener, children nor their toys.
Evil it will not see, for evil lies
not in God's picture but in crooked eyes,
not in the source but in malicious choice,
and not in sound but in the tuneless voice.
In Paradise they look no more awry;
and though they make anew, they make no lie.
Be sure they still will make, not being dead,
and poets shall have flames upon their head,
and harps whereon their faultless fingers fall:
there each shall choose for ever from the All.

Wednesday, January 8, 2014

The Cat and the Convertable, a Year in Review.

Guess what, I didn't really forget about this thing. I thought I would do post on what has happened this past year and why my plans for the Appalachian Trail are on hold for now.

I'll start with my vehicle situation. For a while, I have have had two vehicles, a Ford Explorer and a Jaguar. I've had the Explorer since college and it had been a a very reliable car. Not long after I moved back to South Carolina, I decided to upgrade my vehicle and found a really on a Jaguar. I had never owned anything like that and this happened to be a really good deal so I bought it. Also, it helped that I was living with my parents at the time so I didn't have much in the way of bills. I had been planning on selling the Explorer soon after I got the Jaguar but I wound up paying off the Jaguar fairly quickly so by the time I moved out, I had two cars with no car payments. When I started considering thru-hiking the Appalachian Trail, I thought about selling one car so I would have the necessary funds.

However, I started learning that the true price of a luxury car is the price of repairs. Both cars were starting to show signs that soon, they would be need expensive repairs, particularly the Jaguar. I decided, then, it was time for a change in vehicles. What kind should I get though? What I would really want is 4WD Jeep Wrangler with a removable top and automatic transmissions, but it's not easy to find one that is affordable and low mileage. So it came down to deciding between one of two things I would like to have: a four-wheel drive vehicle or a convertible. I decided I would like to own a convertible at least once in my life. While talking to the dealer that I bought my last two cars from, he mentioned he would be getting a hard top convertible at an affordable price and now I have my new car. While it was a decent price, I still had to take out a small loan and now have car payments. This means until it's paid off, I cannot go six months without working; therefore, a long thru-hike is out for the moment.

Since I now knew it would be a few years before I could even think about my thru-hike, I began thinking about adding a pet. I have been living by myself for a few years now and thought that a companion would be a good idea. I talked in a previous post about how I grew with dogs. A dog would be difficult to keep couped up in a small apartment, especially when I sometimes work long days. I have never had one before because of my sister's severe allergies. I figured have be a new experience. I hadn't really starting looking much when I told my parents I was considering getting one. It wasn't much that my mom said a coworker was wanting to give one away. The cat was an adult female and was already fixed and came with a litter box and food dishes and, best of all, was free. One of her previous owners had named her Rogue. I don't know if that was based off the comic book character or what but I didn't think it was a bad name and couldn't think of anything better so I went. Rogue has turned out to be a rather affectionate cat rather easy to care for which makes her perfect for someone like me. Of course, unlike many dogs, you can't really hike with a cat. If I go for a long backpacking trip, I would have to find someone to temporarily care for her during that time, since, now that I have her, I don't intend to give her up.

Finally, I received some unexpected news late in the summer. My landlady was going to sell her house, and my apartment happened to be a part of that house. My apartment was one of a few attached to the house. She was originally going to try an sell it with us still there and it would be up to the new owner to decide if they would continue our lease. However, she decided she was going to renovate everything before she sold which meant I was have to find a new place. Finding a new place in a location not too far from home that is decent and that I can afford. Also, now I have a cat so they have to accept pets. I probably would not have gotten the cat if I knew this was coming but like I said before, now that I had her, was not giving her up. I finally found a place and I suppose I'll be there for the next year since that's what my lease is for.

Going forward now it will be a while before I can do a thru-hike. Pretty much, it's hard to do much more than a weekend for now. While this is something I still want to do, it does mean it might be a few years. I do need to move forward in other areas of life so I'm now strongly considering going back to school. My current leaning is to study atmospheric science at the University of North Carolina in Asheville. Of course, I do not know the path God has laid out for me but I hope there is a place in there for me to do not only a thru-hike of the Appalachian Trial, but also the Pacific Crest Trail and maybe even the Continental Divide Trail. We shall see.

Thursday, February 7, 2013

Stopping by Woods on a Snowy Evening

Stopping by Woods on a Snowy Evening

Whose woods these are I think I know.   
His house is in the village though;   
He will not see me stopping here   
To watch his woods fill up with snow.   

My little horse must think it queer   
To stop without a farmhouse near   
Between the woods and frozen lake   
The darkest evening of the year.   

He gives his harness bells a shake   
To ask if there is some mistake.   
The only other sound’s the sweep   
Of easy wind and downy flake.   

The woods are lovely, dark and deep.   
But I have promises to keep,   
And miles to go before I sleep,   
And miles to go before I sleep.

Wednesday, December 5, 2012

Christmas time is here

Happiness and cheer
Fun for all the children call
their favorite time of year.

Sorry, I get that song stuck in my head.  Anyway, I haven't posted anything in a while, so I might as well update it now.  I knew when I started this thing, there would be long periods of time with no updates because I couldn't think of anything to talk about and my general forgetfulness.  Anyway, it's Christmas time and I should probably get started on my Christmas shopping.  It goes without saying that this is a unique time of year.  Some love this time of year, while others.. not so much.  I am of the former group.  Despite some of the stress involved with it and my hatred of shopping amongst heavy crowds, there is a certain emotional attachment to this time of year that I enjoy.  Part of that is that I still carry over some of that excitement from being a kid (as I'm sure many do).  The other part is that I remember what it is we truly should be celebrating. 

I discussed last year about why family is a part of that for me and for some, this is a negative part of Christmas.  I'm not a psychologist nor have I done any research on this topic.  However, I do think loneliness is another part of what many do not like about this time of year.  There is something about this time of year that seems to increase depression and loneliness in some people.  I say this (and I'm preaching to myself as well) so that we might remember that this can be a difficult time of year for a lot of people.  It's so easy to get caught up in our own everyday lives that we do not see the difficulties of others.  The flip side of this is, of course, to remember that Christmas time isn't the only time to show compassion.  As a Christian, I know the Bible is very clear on the matter of compassion. 

Anyway, that is my rambling on Christmas.  The other thing about this time of year is that the end of the year is approaching.  I'll try to but up another post later on this subject but 2012 hasn't been fruitful as I would've hoped.  As I am not privy to the future, I do not know what next year will bring and I do not know what God's will for the future will bring.  There are some things I feel I need to do and some changes likely coming next year, one way or another.  However, I'll try and talk about this more at a later time including the subject I orginally started this blog to talk about: the Appalachian Trail.

For now here is that song that got in my head.



P.S. What are the chances I actually post again before the end of the year?